Looking the Pain Bitch in the Eye

In all my time of living with pain, I’ve been rather lucky. I’ve not had the struggle of finding a decent doctor, nor have I been denied pain meds when in need. Many of those with chronic pain diseases have been denied medications and emergency care given with attitude. I have been very lucky. I’ve seen a few doctors that didn’t do a damned thing for the reason I was …

I hate my bitch and I said FUCK

Good evening everyone who visits my page and reads my blog entries. Normally I keep these as upbeat and positive as possible. No matter the amount of pain I am in, or how upset I may be I keep this as positive as I am able.  Why? I do not want to ever be seen as weak or whining. I do not want to depress or upset others. I want …

Pelvic Monster Slayer

  Sitting in my sofa recliner enjoying one of my favorite evening shows, Grey’s Anatomy, the kids are watching with me, it’s a nice family hour to spend together. I have the foot rest kicked out, leaning back just a little with my favorite purple-orange fuzzy blanket snuggled up over me. I am hit with a sudden wave of nausea out of no where. I think to myself, did I …

Will you help us?

At the month of March winds down so does the official month of endometriosis awareness. But for many of us like myself endometriosis awareness month does not end with the month of March.  Endometriosis month is every single day of every single month of every year. So we have talked a lot about awareness this month the physical pain the doctor  appointments  and the hospital trips and mostly the physical. …

Dear Endometriosis Ladies

Endometriosis ladies, Remember who you are, outside of this disease. Remember the life you have, the breath in your lungs and live. Be happy, though it is difficult at times. Fight with everything you have in you. Life is too short to let this or any other disease stop you or hold you back. Do what you need to do, even if it’s different from what the rest are doing. …

Endometriosis Support Group or No?

March is awareness month for endometriosis. Many of us are part of support groups throughout social media. Facebook being the majority of what those groups call home. I have been in these groups since 2013. I have moved from one group to another when drama seemed to make the group more stressful than supportive. But never have I come across what I’ve witnessed the last four months. Now, please understand …

Endometriosis Awareness Month!

  March Is Endometriosis Month. Please take time to share posts about this disease. Chances are someone on your list is fighting this horrible disease. It robs women of so much. It is beyond bad cramps. It can cause infertility, extreme pelvic, lower back, hip and leg pain. Many of us develop secondary diseases such as IC, Pelvic Floor Dysfunction, or Fibromyalgia. Treatments used like Lupron can cause major bone, …